Monday, February 15, 2010

Chilled to the Bone -- what does it mean?

Each year it seems that the three weeks of cookie season is colder than the one before. While I know this cannot possibly be true I also know that tonight was certainly one of the worst I have survived. When the evening's sales were at an end and I returned home my feet and hands hurt so badly I cried. I am not one to succumb to pain easily but I couldn't seem to stem those tears. My teeth chattered, my legs shook and my tears flowed down my cheeks. For the first time (ever?) it occured to me that I understood the phrase chilled to the bone. But as I pondered the idea further I realized that nothing about my life is chilled. I am blessed in every possible way. I have a family whom I love and who love me. I have friends whom I trust completely. I have faith and hope which buoy me even in my times of distress. I have medications and oxygen which allow me to follow my path in life despite illness. I have education, thought, and resources with which I learn. I have it all. So, can I really be that cold? I have decided that the only time I am truly chilled to the bone is when I lose my direction in life.

2 comments:

maggieinthemountains said...

I am so glad you can always find the silver lining, Kelly. It is an inspiration to me as I try to find mine!

Kristi said...

I also feel this is very inspirational!!

I also want to suggest hand and feet warmers...you can buy them at Walmart and they are GLORIOUS!! Stick them in your mittens, in your shoes, in your pants pockets, blouse, whatever. It is like having a mini electric blanket with you!

Thanks for being so positive!